A Personal Story

Name: Julie
Weight: 155 lbs
Height: 5ft 9 inches
Age: 29
Do you smoke tobacco? Socially
Success: Yes
Pregnancy Test: Positive

Did you have a pregnancy test? Yes 2
When was it taken? Ist on Monday 23/10/2000 and one straight after.
What was the result. Positive- both consecutively (didn't believe the 1st!)

How was the pregnancy ended?
Started taking 2000 mg of ascorbic acid with 1000 mg of Don Quai every four hours at 1 pm Monday 23/10/2000 (including throughout the night) with parsley inserts every few hours and then on the 25/10/2000 added 1 ml of Black Cohosh to the ascorbic acid.

Were you successful in using the herbs? yes

Is this your first pregnancy? no

Were you using birth control? no
What kind/method of birth control/contraception were you using?
None - didn't have penetrative sex!

What was the date of the first day of your last menstrual period? 22/9/2000 Do you know the date of fertilizing intercourse? What was it?

What was the date you were expecting menstruation? 20/10/2000
How long do your cycles usually run? The whole cycle; 28 days, 30 days, more? less? does it vary? =Every 28/29 days without fail
Do you cycle regularly or irregularly? regularly

What was the date when the herbs were started? Monday 23/10/2000
for how many days were the herbs used (total)? 6 days

What was the date the pregnancy was terminated? 28/10/00
Or, what was the date bleeding started if herbs were successful? 27/10/00

Side effects noted: Ascorbic acid gave me wind and the runs at first but this subsided after day 2


Having been through the butchery of a surgical abortion 4 years before -resulting in a massive infection whereby I was rushed into hospital put through a D & C and then onto a drip of antibiotics for 5 days not to mention the mental anguish I was going through at that time - I did not want to re-experience that. I knew that there must be a way using herbs to terminate it myself- I found out on the Monday being 2 days late - I could not believe it as I hadn't actually had penetrative sex! Still I was not in a position to have a child and there are enough messed up heads in this world- without another. So rather than waste time I got straight on the Internet and found your site and started the course straight away. After being through releasing a fetus before I had dealt with the spiritual aspect and to release my feelings I wrote the following poem -

I'm sorry but you'll have to go
Back to the place you already know
A place where the sun is always bright
And things will never be monitory tight
I wanted to have you and love you forever
Something in life that was my little treasure
But my life isn't easy
And for that yours won't be too
And I cannot justify that so what else can I do?
I wanted everything to be all right
For us all to be together on a cold winters night
But it's not happening and I am on my own
With no job, money, boyfriend or home
So you see that it is not really fair
To bring you into a life that doesn't have the right care
For someone as special as I know you are
Shine bright in heaven my little star.

You are welcome to share this as long as you say it's by Julie - that's enough........it may even help someone else feel a bit better about such a sad and bad time in any woman's life. Thanks for giving me the knowledge to have empowerment over my body and life and for being brave enough to help others with your site - with all the ignorance, religion and money makers in this world it's good to know not everyone fits into those headings. Keep the Faith.

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